so as i sit here on my fav chat room. i notice the way people conduct themselves. you see certaon people and you know who they might be, they portray themselves as nice and fun lovin people but as the conversation carries on and the drink to much or maybe they 're not gettin the attention the think they desire. they change and its not a subtle change, like the flick of a switch there true self comes out . from apparent angel to obvious demon. the difference is as obvious as the difference between heaven and hell, or so we have been taught. you know to expect it to happen, yet we all hope it  won't. i guess in these days we hope for the best, but we are forever left with the dissapointment  from those we put our faith in. we could easily just leave them, be or ignore them completely. but there are those amoung us myself included that will always try and see if we can change the way the world spins. i may make no sense at all right now, but this is my first attempt. i hope to make more of these blogs, so hopefully for all are sakes i get better:)